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| the blue experimental piece next to its younger friends in my living room |
Besides some clay body tests that I made earlier this year and finished in summer, I also have a couple of stacked (tall) sculptures I've been trying to finish from last summer. They are all more complicated in form and surface than the one's I've written about most recently.
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| the blue stack in my studio |
Last summer, just one of my big pieces didn't develop a crack in the bottom edge. This may have been because it was shorter than the others, or because the bottom edge curves from a narrower bottom to a wider swelling slightly lifted off the floor.
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| the photo I submitted to Larson Gallery |
However, because of how I built it in sections (one base with a split, then two separate sections that stack on top of that split), I wasn't confident that the stacked sections were stable enough to be showing in a gallery without extra reinforcement. I entered the work into the Central Washington Artists Exhibition at Larson Gallery last fall before thinking about how to address stability.
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| the first or second or third of an uncounted number of paint matching trials |
After the piece was accepted into the show, I realized that I was pretty worried about it getting bumped in the gallery in such a way that the top pieces might fall off. So I decided to attach them permaenently. The epoxy I used showed through the seams and I tried (and initially failed) to match the color and texture of the underglaze on the surface of the epoxy.
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| the work in the Gallery (they need new lights) |
My shortened time frame and color matching error led to an intense week of trying and failing to match colors and textures with various paints, fillers, and other materials. I got a lot of help from my colleague and friend, Kayo Nakamura, who helped me understand the differt ways acrylic paint and underglaze act when layered. Basically, the way I work with underglaze is opposite to the way I needed to work with acrylic.
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| pieces of 7 tall pieces in progress in my studio this summer |
Probably because I didn't get ahead of myself with applications for the other two pieces, they are both still sitting in my studio unfinished. Both are a lot closer than they were at the start of the summer, but a combination of procrastination and not knowing how to start moved them down the priority list for most of the year and a chunk of the summer. If I had a hard deadline, I might have made different decisions about surfaces, but I wanted to try some new things with these two, and those new things have been slow.
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| the unfinished orange form zip tied together for my Labor Day open studio in 2025 |
I finished the forms, firing, and underglaze on both pieces last summer. At some point, in the fall of last year, I repaired the cracks (these were done
before I switched clay bodies). I also tried to match the underglaze colors and textures with paint, which was better because of my work with Kayo on the one above, but still slow and annoying for someone used to underglaze.
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| The bottom stacks secure without zip ties |
I had big post-firing plans for both of these that were delayed by the cracking and need for repair. For the orange piece, the balance became an additional challenge, as the wiggly sections were holding up ok when they were wet, but once fired, they are less stable and need some help to be supported. I've now epoxied two sections together, but I can't permanently attach all four if I want to be able to move this big guy.
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| planning for the surface of the orange piece |
The original plan was to attach a set of bowls and bulbs into each of the large holes. Those I made and successfully added quite a while ago, but my plan for the small ones keeps changing. I was still playing with a few alternatives at the end of summer.
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| the planned-ahead additions to the orange piece, attached |
At the end of summer and into the start of the fall quarter, I have (finally) committed to a form and have been making and underglazing these complicated little additions that are based (loosely) on some barnacles that captured my attention this summer when we went tidepooling in Northern California.
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| barnacles in process--some just bisqued, others just underglazed |
I intially tried to make a mold for these little guys, but they're fairly complex and my willingness to fuss with or commit to good mold making is apparently less than my willingness to handmake 60 individual barnacles by hand. One can devote a lot of attention to an audiobook or streaming series while handmaking 60 matching handbuilt form, whereas this one needs a lot of attention to make a good mold.
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| the green teardrop form with first paper pieces attached |
The other year's long piece I started last summer and am only slowly inching towards completion is a piece on which I wanted to try two new to me techniques. And the story is so much sillier and more complicated than it needed to be, honestly.
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| do not read this book |
I found this turrrible book about Cancer in a little free library right when I was finishing my radiation and treatment. The book is literal garbage, but worse than that, it was clearly heavily used as a resource by its previous owner. The book has a lot of crap in it about how modern medicine is lying to us about why cancer happens, blah blah blah. Your cancer is your fault, you had bad thoughts and ate the wrong things and, oh I hate it some much!
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| cut pages from the terrible book after dyeing |
But this book was heavily highlighted and underlined. Almost every page of the book had been marked up by someone emphasizing the frankly toxic opinions of the author. I knew, as soon as I opened the book, that I could not allow this book to stay in ciruculation because it could literally harm someone. Chemo, surgery, radiation have saved my life. Modern medicine has saved my nephew's life. If someone with cancer read this book and eschewed modern medicine for the book's recommendations, it could literally kill them.
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| the paper layers in progress |
But I also didn't want to just throw the book away. I wanted to use the physical material to bring attention to the problem in how we talk about cancer and modern medicine. Just the other week, I encountered someone saying that mammograms are cruel and made uncomfortable to trick women. An earlier mammogram might well have saved me weeks of agressive treatment, but I didn't get my first until I was 41, AFTER I had found my lump on my own.
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| more layers of paper |
There is so much mistrust of good medicine and I've wanted to address it in my work and I just don't know how to get at it. This book became a way I wanted to try. I initially played around with using the highlighted pages as a simple paper layer on my work, like I've done with colored handmade paper, but I didn't like how it looked.
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| this work table has been a sticky mess of glue and paper for so long |
My next approach was to cut the paper into decorative shapes which I could then layer onto the surface. I like the complexity of the pattern, but the stark white paper wasn't working for me, so I ended up dying it with tea and a couple of kinds of paint. I didn't want to lose the text, but I also didn't want it to be highly legible.
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| several works in progres in my studio, late summer |
I eventually ended up layering the cut paper over the surface and I'm fairly happy with the visual result, though I think the message has pretty much been subsumed into pattern and texture. I've also been spending so much time with it, that I don't have any perspective. I think I need to get it finished, give it a bit, and then come back to it with a critical eye.
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| the top of the cancer book paper piece has different paper shapes (from the same book) |
When I built the form, I added these tear drop (or blood drop) shapes onto the surface. I honestly can't remember where my mind was. I think there was some part of me that, ironically, though these large forms with simple surface would be easier to finish after firing, which turned out to be the farthest thing from the truth, as I've been working and reworking them for months now.
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| flocking in progress on the middle section |
I also wanted to try flocking. If Past Rachel had a time machine, she would tell Future Rachel to absolutely not do flocking. I like the surface, when it works, but hate the process and the surface is way more fragile than I need it to be.
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| flocking that worked well |
I do like the color and texture results, again, when they work, but the studio is absolutely covered in tiny red dust. I've run out twice. I screwed up surfaces by not testing sufficiently before applying, and I feel like I've got so many done that I kind of have to finish now. Never again.
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| one of the many things I learned about flocking which also make me hate it |
So the status now is that I've learned a lot, I guess. I've made some work that I will be happy to sell (so I don't have to see it anymore), and two of these three aren't even done yet. I've told myself I would absolutely be done with the flocking this week, no this week, no this week, but here I am, off to buy more flocking powder. Then there will be an intense studio cleaning session before flocking powder leaves my life forever.